In a second year of high school in Korea, students have to make decision about what kind of field to pursue for future. For example, the options might be among university-STEM area (Science, Technology, Engineering and Math), university-others area that includes liberal arts, business, media, and so on. Music, arts, sports are also the options. Therefore, If I wanted to study engineering in university, I had to make a decision in the 2nd year of high school. Since I am not very good at math, I chose to study liberal arts of science. After graduated from high school, I chose to move to the United States to study new area; computer science.
At first, I studied at Oakton Community College to transfer to 4-years institution like UIUC. The thought of studying hard stays until I transferred to University of Illinois at Urbana Champaign. I managed to get 3.9/4.0 GPA and successfully transferred to UIUC as computer science and economics major. Studying is one type of reliever (Insurance) to me, which might reduce income risk. In addition to this, pursuing computer science is also a safe choice for me because it is very popular in the industry and well known for the job that will never make you hungry in the future. I am fluctuating between finding my passion versus reducing risk for future. If I looked back the path that I stepped, I preferred to reduce any risk for my life. I preferred to make the safest decision among the choices.
Last summer, I worked at department of Computer Science UIUC as a research assistant. My research area was network and information centric area, which were appealing to me at first but I might not continue to do it because I found that I am not super excited about researching. I am still browsing to find what I am really passionate about, but the fields are narrowed down to somewhere between computer science and arts. Therefore I am applying internship for next semester because I want to make sure which area fits for me. My next goal is to get internship during next semester for data analytics or software engineer. All these experiences will be stacked up to be an eye toward the future.
My brother managed most of situation and decision well and now works as a HR manager at Korean corporate, SINSEGAE. He also thought that studying hard is one type of preparation for his future even though he did not know what to do for future when he was young. He graduated as a business major at a well known university, Seong Kyun Kwan university and experienced internships at a company in the United States and SK Telecom in Korea as a business marketer. He decided to have many business related experience before full time job and successfully got a full time job. He managed situations safer ways but just interest fields are different from mine.